Read the book The Greatest Secret by Rhonda Byrne. Great book. Finally realized that I am the awareness - after all these years. Thanks Rhonda. Another great book The Heart of Awareness - A Translation of the Ashtavakra Gita by Thomas Byrom also speaks of the same thing.
After finishing Rhonda's book, I finally realized also what the Ashtavakra Gita as trying to say. Although I had read the Ashtavakra Gita more than 10 years ago - nothing could be understood then. Only now, after realizing my true Self am is there clear seeing. The Greatest Secret and The Heart of Awareness books are 2 of the books that has worked for me.